MY BLOG WAS DEAD AGAIN! HAHAHAHAHA. I finally have more time for myself now after quitting my jobs and dropping 2 tutees. :X I was so busy the past few weeks because of Project Cactus stuff and my jobs. I slept till 10am today! Omg first time in a few months. Heh heh.

I need to make new contacts! I am going to order a pair of grey contacts! haha :D I feel like cutting my hair too. I am going to stay at home most of the time this week to tutor my sister and work from home for my mum haha.

I keep thinking about why I chose SMU over NTU and Warwick whenever I see other people going to other schools and overseas. I am an indecisive person sigh. But then I'll convince myself that I made the right decision hahaha. AND I SHALL NOT REGRET! I shall feel happy that for the next few years I am able to stay with my family and friends and be contented that I am able to do that haha (: And excellent people can excel anywhere HAHA. And I saved thousands of dollars for my family. (So my siblings can go overseas ._.) yupyup ok I made the right decision.

wheeeee. I volunteered at St Luke's Hospital for a few times then I stopped going because I had no time. I feel so guilty. :X Maybe I should go back again someday. I seldom watch TV nowadays! I am going to watch later wahaha slack abit while I can :D

Being in Project Cactus made me realise that I rather volunteer somewhere than initiate a project to raise funds. haha. It's so tiring and the sense of satisfaction that you've made a difference to the lives of others isn't that strong. And I dislike people who are not committed. They don't seem like they're part of the project sighhhh. But then again, I am also not perfect la. I stopped going for geco practices. Hmmm sometimes I miss going there, but I think I don't really have the passion for my cello? Because I am not really good in it :X and practices used to be alot more fun when trish, dominic, gaotian and other cellobass people turn up haha like during concert last year (: I haven't touched my cello for months! Maybe I'll get to play it again this Sat during NYCO alumni prac (though I am not performing). Haha. I practised Jay Chou's 珊瑚海 on the piano just now! Heehee I want to find more songs to play. :D

Byebye!!!