yanqi finally blogs :D

march holidays! :D i feel very free now. no mood to study chem and math 'cause it feels like there's so much time left. ironically, we have the most free time during the exam period x) come home early everyday. able to sleep late on Sat... my mum helped me to cut my fringe this morning! now i feel like a brand new person HAHAHA ok talking crap. i've decided to stop feeling emo and think too much when i'm alone. in the past few days i suspected i got 忧郁症 -.- i don't want to feel like i'm pretending to be happy and cheerful in front of everyone. yup. i learnt that our impression of someone is only what he/she is on the outside. but we have no time (or we don't bother) to find out more about what our friends are really like. generally people want others to have a good impression of them. me also haha :x but i'm not saying it's wrong la. it's just a 1-sided view.

i realise that i like to compare a lot. i think i cannot handle stress or manage a lot of things at 1 go. but i'll wonder how some people can. why they can be so accomplished and outstanding. why i am so normal. but at the end of it all it is pointless to compare :/ my papa always tells me that everyone has different capabilities so i guess i'm more cut out to lead a simple life haha. have to cherish my life and my family and friends (: have to be responsible for the commitments i have. hmm. i shall try to think less about ponning. :X then when i fell sick my doctor told me to just do the minimal, don't do extra. but i don't know what the minimal is haha. i must sleep more to reduce my eyebags!

ever since my other computer crashed, my collection of photos is screwed hahaha. so i seldom post photos now. i never blogged about many many important and interesting events that happened. :/ yesterday 6V went to watch A Tale of Despereaux HAHA we only realised after the movie ended that it was meant for kids -.- alot of children around us. the movie is not nice :/ don't watch haha. only the mouse is cute. otherwise, the story don't really make sense haha. then we took neoprints! and chatted at the KOUFU (my fruit juice costs $3.50?!) for 2+hrs. hahaha mok was the only guy there with gygi, lisyn, jiamin, corina and me! we kept laughing over random videos in jiamin's phone and jiamin's old hair :X hahaha.