bahh. i don't know why i'm feeling so emo. i'm going to rant it out here!

i'm so tired of CO everyday. i know there are people much worse, much busier than me. i know competition is coming soon (3DAYS T.T) and our group really needs to practise. i think that i sound horrible. i need to practise but i'm lazy. :/ i brought my cello home today though! shall prac tmr. today i finally ate dinner at home with my family after 10 days of not being home till 11pm. (a few days not because of CO) now i know that i cannot take dining at home for granted. ):

i miss watching tv. haha although sometimes it's really useless. just sit on the sofa and stare at the tv screen. then grow fat :X but i miss slacking and not caring about anything else.

i feel hurt when people forget about me, then i do the same thing to other people. when there are too many things on my mind, i neglect some of my friends and my family. i haven't chatted or gone out with my sis for a long time. i forget things she just said to me. i'm not sure whether i can go for hc band concert which she (and mark and qiaoen) is performing in. but i want to go. but there may be CO practice. :/

i think i sound like i don't enjoy CO practices. but i do. i like playing my cello. i like my HCCO & GECO friends. but too many of them (practices) just gives me no time for other things. ):

ah i feel better letting it out. i guess we all have to think positive during emo times so we can feel better haha. i have to work hard during this period, then at the end i can feel accomplished when it's over. (:

HCCO INTERACTION 08 was a success (hahaha to most people i think)! :DDD the hard work we all put in was worth it! :D i missed mass games though. that's the saddest part. the funniest part was when seniors presented their murder mystery skit HAHA. yup! so it ended well (: but there were lots of leftover food :X hai. today i wasted food and water.

ohh i just remembered about vick's telephone scam today. he called me (in the middle of a game session) using someone else's hp. so it appeared as a private number in my hp.

he said: hello. do you want to donate to NKF?
then i was like thinking what?! why will NKF call me. should be scam.
i said: uhh no.

then he continued: do you want to donate to old men?
me: no

he: autistic children?
me: no ... sorry i'm busy now. (trying to hang up on him)

he: do you want me to bring your cello?
me: HUH?! who are you?
then i knew it was someone from GECO hahaha because we were going to have rehearsal at NUS later.

then he kept insisting he was junkai although i somehow guessed he was vick. haiyo! -.- not bad lah. quite original haha got me fooled.

tmr i'm free! finally! yay! :D
where were you when i needed you ):