:( I spent so much on an occasion which I saw as pointless from the beginning... but I can't turn back time... bleh. How to make up for it. :/ Just because my mum was there, I didn't have to feel the pinch when something was paid for. But now all the guilt is surfacing and I feel terrible. Sorry for not practising what I preach.

I dreamt of feilunhai last night and somehow ogurishun was in it and I kept waving to him. :X Yi Ling and minx were in the dream too :0